the reasons

i always was afraid to be with you.

even though i really want to...

but when it gets too close to us being in a relationship,

i pull back.



because, i know it would never work.

never. never.

because i know, that whatever i love in you.
is there because my imagination put it there...

you are real and made believe.

i want to see you, because i know that it will jolt some sense into me.

that you are not who you are in my mind.
that you would only play around,

and honestly-
you will never make the cut. :D