and there i go again.

somehow...stupidity rules the roost in thy brain.

how many times have i been warned?
how many times did i tell myself to stop all this nonsense?
how many times have i talked to myself that this is not the right time?

err...

but still i go on.

this is the second time fear grips my heart.
and i am going to do something about it.

wish me luck.

(vague post)