it's hard to

it's hard to keep my head above the raging waters my life is turning out to be. there is conflict on all sides and aspects of my life, that sometimes, i just want to give up, and drown.

i'm going with the wave, but up until when would it be like this? i want to fight against it,
am i strong enough to?

i hate the rants, i hate the hatred, i hate the arguing, i hate the problems.
why did everything have to happen?

adulthood, is not fun.
adulthood is stifling.
adulthood is f'd up.

adulthood is here. and it's giving me one hell of a ride.