sticks and stones may break my bones...

temper.
i have very bad temper.
i have very short patience.
some have said that i should go into anger management...they said it as a joke, but then again, jokes are half meant.

a lot of things can get me riled up.
but what really gets me going, are words.

i have a thing with words.
double meaning phrases.
innuendoes.
hidden meanings.
i often read between the lines ~ sometimes, even when there's nothing there to read.
somehow, i got used to the idea that people don't often say what they mean.

i am easily insulted.
insult me or my family ~ and you're toast. if it's a shouting match you want, or you just want to trade insults... just get me going, i rarely back down.


but, recent experiences has pointed something out to me.
i loose. even if i win whatever argument comes my way.
i loose.

because i'm just stressing myself.
i hold grudges.
and i loose friends.
i loose.